Fear of success

I'll admit it I'm afraid of seeing myself succeed sometimes.

I'm afraid of all the responsibility of owning things.

Today I vow to except things as they happened and move forward.

, but I can never forgive myself 

for being so stupid. I can never forgive myself 

for wasting so many opportunities. 

I reckon before I can make amends with the world 

I have to do right by myself and pay myself back for all 

the time I have wasted and all the opportunities I let pass me by.

I have to own up and I have to start doing things for myself.

Regardless of what haters may say or do.