Well I spoke to the recruiter...
It turns out in the fucked up state of California I can get a c.d.l. without a license.
So I'm set my mind has been made up i'm one hundred percent sure
that this is something I need to do to get where I want to be.
So I have another week or two until I'll be off to trucker school.
I just need to get some medical documents and a storage unit and then i'll be off on an adventure.
Once i'm on the road i'll be ready to write about things other than fucked up family dynamics and the likes.
I'll probably write about meditation and being a trans-something and of course about my travels, and after two years I will write about returning to Tel Aviv and Gothic girls and etc,etc,etc, so until next time
hugs and kisses and all that good stuff